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Seriously, fuck WHHS.
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[24 Nov 2004|05:45pm] |
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Schev's shirt: Pimpkin Pi. Pi symbol made of pumpkins. How cleverly seasonal. I want one.
"Turkey sex line.. I'll gobble you up ;)"
Reading this journal makes me hate myself a lot more than I ever did before. And laugh. But overall just realize I put the fag in faggotry.
I'm sick. again.
Mrs. Perkins is so pro-black. Her office says so. It's cool though. I dig it..
Monica's saving me thanksgiving regular black food. You are jeal-oussss.
I know no one read this, and that, well I think that's okay. Fuck journals that people read is what I'm sayin.
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[23 Nov 2004|12:41am] |
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Wowwww.
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[11 Dec 2003|10:10pm] |
I set up my new journal..
http://www.livejournal.com/~_sparkleshatter
I do believe this will be my last entry in this journal. So if you could please add the new name, _sparkleshatter, it would be much appreciated.
♥ Melissa
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[09 Dec 2003|06:06am] |
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I don't have a Tommy anymore.
He and my father got in a huge fight on Saturday, after which he and Mike left (in the storm) and ended up at my aunt's house. Mike came back the next day and Tommy didn't. He came back last night and packed some bags. He can't stay here anymore because my father is determined to ruin his life. And if he stays, he's afraid that he'll try and kill dad. Do us all a favor. So yeah, my brother's moved out. And I don't know when I'll see him again.
He's pissed off at my mom too.. for not doing anything. She never does anything with my dad.. she never stands up for her kids, herself.. nothing. She acts like she's just ignoring him but she's just being a coward and we all know it.
I'm sick of living in this unpacked and unfinished house that's not happy. A house isn't a home without love and this family has no love for my father and he certainly has no love for us. I hate how he tries to be 'Grandpa' to my nephew.. you don't like the four of your children.. but you want to try and start over with the new baby. Or maybe it's just that you like us until we can talk. Yeah, must be it. You used to like me once too.
My mom still hasn't called to schedule pitching lessons for me. My coach is going to be so disappointed in me. He wanted me to start tonight. And it's not even my fault.
I'm sleeping nowadays. I wake up everyday around 3 though, feeling well rested and ready to get up and do something. But I have to force myself back to sleep until 5:30. It's not like I'm going to bed super early or something.. I fall asleep between 11 and 12. Oh, but I take naps everyday. Yeah.. duh that must be it. I come home and sleep to pass the time and make myself forget I'm here in this house with these people.
Clay Aiken's adorable. <3
I don't even know what else to say now because I'm so frustrated I could cry.
=(
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SNOOOOWWWWWW!
Iss gon' snow! And since I'm not going to prom Formal...and I really don't care WHEN the championship football game is.. I'm 'cited for the snow! I hated snow last year. Now I love it o_O
SNOWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW!
I want to play in the snow. I remember the only good part about the snow last year was wrasslin in it with Mari, hah.. To the batcave! This better live up to all its hype.. I want over 4 inches at least.
Let it snow foo'!
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[03 Dec 2003|04:05pm] |
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I killed my English presentation today. I did so well.. ah, I'm proud =) =) =) I hope I get a really good grade. A lot of people told me it was really good, and one girl asked me if I read a lot.. because I 'know a lot of big words'.. o_O lol.
I took the bus to school today.. hah.. the dawning of a new era. I think me and Mike were the only white people. So what o_O
I don't like Geometry. Proofs are so blah! And Mrs. Korzon informed me that I have 8 unexcused absences thusfar. EIGHT!! I mean, I've been sick a lot.. but.. EIGHT!?!?!?!? And all this marking period? Something's up..
Today in Gym we started our basketball unit and it was mucho fun with all the girlies.. I'm gonna miss that after this marking period.. I don't have many of them in my other classes. Especially Kate and Kara.. I had EVERY class with them last year and after this we'll have none. Uncool. :( We all had crazy ass static cling.. everytime I touched someone I got shocked, lol. T'was wacky.
I made up a Spanish quiz I missed when I was absent yesterday afterschool today.. so easy. I think I did really well.
How many Land Before Time movies ARE there!? Geesh.
Today wehad administrative homeroom. I hate administrative homeroom. First of all, what do we do in there? Nothing. They hand out a piece of paper for something stupid and we sit there awkwardly for the next 10 minutes. Today we got Student Accident Insurance forms. Who buys that? I have never bought it.. nor have I known anyone who has bought it. Maybe if you're one clumsy motherfucker you might need it.. but I say they give up. Waste of trees dammit. If you buy student accident insurance.. I don't like you.
It's reaaaallly cold out lately. Nice to meet you Winter.
I don't think Monica was in school today. I kept looking for her.
I think everyone watches 7th Heaven. Whether they enjoy watching it or not.. and whether or not they'll admit it... we all know an unhealthy amount of information about those crazy Camdens.
On a similar note, I hate the character of Ruthie Camden. She's not cute. The whole witty, smartass, cutesy thing... no. She's a whiny little brat and I don't like her attitude. She's also a bad actress.
I saw Mr. Vento during Gym and he told me to come see him during the day. He said he hadan opportunity for me. He wants me to go to this pitching clinic thing.. I'm game. Gotta talk to the ma dukes.
I think I'm done now. I need a nap.
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[02 Dec 2003|11:05am] |
I have to take a bus to school.
=(
I think Mike had to take is this morning, hahahahahaha.
Wow.. this uh, sucks.
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[02 Dec 2003|11:00am] |
I don't know how to sleep right. I need a tutor or something.
Home again.
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[30 Nov 2003|09:52pm] |
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I feel yucky.. I really don't want to go to school tomorrow =(
I have to work on my oral presentation for tomorrow. That was due on Monday. I have a test to take in Geophysical too, but I don't know if he'll make me take it.. I'd rather wait a day.
Went to Christina's bridal shower today. I can't believe she's getting married. She's a baaaaaaby! *sniff* It was a surprise shower and she was so surprised by it.. she cried and everything. Aw it was so cute =) She got some really nice stuff. And Derik is so adorable.. he's cute and shy-ish. Nice boy. Man. I so need a dress for the wedding. Because contrary to popular belief, I am NOT in the wedding party. Everyone seems to think I am. Love to be.. but nope, sorry.
Yesterday I moved. We're out of the house. For gooooood. I admit I was a little sad by it.. got a little teary eyed, but that's about the extent of it.. I'm still glad to be gone. Though I have to say.. it looks a lot better empty heh.
I'm sitting at the computer in the corner of my room... and I am completely surrounded by boxes. I don't think I'm gonna make it to my bed.. I'll sleep in this chair, lol.
I'm really really tired. This has been one horrible week and just as I started feeling better.. I fell into a real crappy weekend. I just want to sleeeep. But I've got to work.
I feel like my head is spinning.. it feels like I'm on Neurontin kind of.. maybe I'm just overtired.
This room gets real cold at night.. I'll have to go make cocoa. Mmm yes =)
Blah de blah sufhsufhsuihtguiwgr7wrg7!!!
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Uh.. I hate moving. There's boxes in the bathtub.. haha. I wanted to see if Monica could come over but then I realized the house is packed wall-to-wall boxes.. that and I think she's 'on punishment'.. whateverthatis..
I have to do my English project today.. I went to the store to get Barbies to manipulate into Cleopatra and Julius Caesar for my visual. The female one came from the dollar store and it's hella ghetto. We couldn't find a male Barbie anywhere.. but we got this Polar Ice Cap Trooper saves the day type guy. Oh man.. he's really hot. If I were a doll, I'd do him in a heartbeat. I have to go sew them some clothes.. and then research some more. I don't know if I'll be able to do it on Monday since I uh, hardly have a voice but we'll see. I have to study for Caplan's test too.. only I lost my book in the moving shuffle.. I guess my notes will have to do..
Tomorrow is my cousin's bridal shower.
We're not going to discuss what happened last night. Nope. Let's not. It was a bad night. And I came to a few realizations. But I'm so sick and tired of things pertaining to it, that it's not worth brooding over. I'm done with that.
My throat gets sore when I move around too much. (i.e. moving) Yeah.. I'm gonna go rest and play with some Barbies.
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[26 Nov 2003|08:13pm] |
I miss my friends. Maybe if I was like Marian and I had a cat I talked to religiously, I wouldn't be so lonely. But unfortunately all I've got is a bunch of unpacked boxes. I say I just leave them there. I never liked anything in my bedroom much anyway... the stacks of boxes make good bedside tables.. no? Damn.
I was at the 'old house' yesterday and I tore down all my old wrestling pics and posters. I saved a few but trashed most of them. Other than that and my old bed and desk which are heading for the trash, it's empty. I was really bored.. I took a nap and then tried calling people, but no one was available for conversing. I called Marian back a half an hour of so later and she didn't recognize my voice.. heh. I talked to her and Jake fo a bit and then I went home and... slept again. Yeah, that's the ticket.
I found one of the wrestling tapes I've been looking for for a month now. How relieving. Labels. Labels help.
Bah, I'm gonna go watch some tapes and sleep. Ciao!
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[25 Nov 2003|02:22pm] |
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Sitting inside this house all day long, doing absolutely NOTHING, is torture. I stil feel sick, though I feel slightly better than before. My voice still isn't back and breathing's quite the task.. but I'll make it.
I think it's safe to say I've seen every Real World Paris episode at the VERY LEAST, 16 times each. The finale's on tonight and to show just how inflicted with cabin fever I am... I'm counting down the hours until it starts. Yeah. Fuck me.
I also was saddened to learn that the Superstation plays something other than Dawson's Creek while I'm usually at school. I'll have to stay home another day to get me another fix.
I need food. Maybe some Cup O Noodles would do me good. But I think my father's retiling the kitchen floor. Hm...
I'm not going to go to school tomorrow. Mostly because I just don't want to. Then there's the fact that I'm sick. Then there's the schoolwork I don't have done.
I'm so bored. And cold. And hungry.
I'm gonna eat you for lunch.
Oh, and just in case no one's aware... I don't lve on Washington Avenue. Don't go there. I won't greet you.
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[24 Nov 2003|01:30pm] |
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Still sick.. still really sick.
This is the third day without any change. The fevers subsided for a few hours yesterday, but they're back along with headaches, and the sore throat, coughing, and my voice is becoming less and less. Everytime I cough I can't stop and I can't breathe and often only ends when I throw up. Pleasant, I know.
I've been taking Tylenol and cough medicine but it's just not cutting it. And I am freeeeeezing too. *sigh* This bites.
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[23 Nov 2003|01:06pm] |
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I gots the flu. Yuck. My trachea bronchial tube area is so sore and it feels like my neck in that area is just a massive bruise. They said I didn't have strep, but my mom thinks the culture might not have picked it up.. 'cause it sure sems like I do.
I slept in my new room last night. All that's in there is a bed... little eerie. I need to get better so I can move my room!
I also need to get better so I can see this little bundle of joy..
( Robert William Myers; 8lbs 12oz; 11-21-03 )
I'm an aunty!! =)
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I hate moving. This is so stressful and aggravating and to top it off.. I'm sick as a dog. I have a doctor's appointment in a bit to see if I have strep. I've been off and on sick like this for damn near over a month.
( To my Father )
I didn't go to the Band thing today and I won't be making an appearance at Sara's party tonight either. Fuck everything, I just want to sleep.
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[19 Nov 2003|07:12pm] |
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By the by, I got a new LJ.. it's just not set up yet.. when it is I'll be sure to post the URL right hurrrrrr.
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[19 Nov 2003|06:56pm] |
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Ewwwww I'm so dirty and dusty and sweaty. I hate moving. I swear I'm going to throw my sorry ass in front of a U-Haul. Take that suckers!
I did my homework already at least.. I was so nice and cozy in my PJ's about to start some naptime with hopes to wake up and work on my oral presentation. NEVAH DAT! Bitccccch! I had to load mass amounts of bins and boxes into my dad's truck, then proceed to drive to the new house in it. I hate driving in the truck with my dad. How awkward is it to be sitting, My dad, me, then Mike all up in the front of his truck when we can barely hold together awkward conversation... it's so hard for me to refrain from laughing. The tightness in my jaw will leave me with wrinkle for sure.
So we just came back and loaded his truck up with boxes to take to the shop, and I didn't have to accompany him and Mike. Hah, score. Downside=they're coming back for me. Yeah, shucks. Almost.
We had a quiz today in Geometry on proofs and I don't think I did so hot. I finally understand them, but I just don't think I passed with any sort of flying, moving, crotch-grabbing, moonwalking colors.
SPEAKING of Michael Jackson... what the hell did he do now? More molestation charges? Yeeeesh.
I left my US History book in school so I couldn't do my take home test yesterday. So I did it 5th period during study. Alllll of it. Can you sayyyy ACADEMICCLASSESXCORE!? haha. =)
We had to answer these questions in English today about our views and thoughts and stuff.. it was an introductory exercise to Julis Caesar to help us understand the themes... I loved it. I loved my answers. Some people barely wrote a sentence for each and I ended up having 3 pages written. I'm such a nerd.
We have a Band Exhibition on Saturday that we're hosting.. Maloney, Hamden, and Lyman Hall are the other bands coming I think. Aw, it should be nice.
ROH next Friday. If I can't get Tommy to bring me I will a.) Be heartbroken and b.) Cry my eyes out... I really want to see Raven vs. CM Punk expecially.. Mari didn't get to go last time either and I want her to come... *crosses fingers*
We're having Thanksgiving with my aunt-y Carolyn and Dave and the girls.. since we're all.. in the moving process and would have otherwise been eating a large mozz. pizza with pepperoni.. it would have so clashed with the cranberry sauce! :o
If I end up missing the OC tonight I'll be uber pissed >:
Not that I think there's actually any food left in the house... but I'm gonna go see if I can rummage something up. I feel poor, lol. Peeeeeeace out.
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[16 Nov 2003|02:23pm] |
Me and the rest of Menudo would like to send a special birthday wish to ALAINA!
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